Author Interview with Caitlin Lambert

Caitlin Lambert’s book What Lies Above will be released on May 22! I had the pleasure of interviewing her about her writing journey and her book. Below you can find the interview. It actually made me cry a little because it shows how much she loves writing and loves her book and characters! 🙂

Can you give us a short summary of What Lies Above?

What Lies Above takes place in a world where traitors of a 40-year-long war are sent to a distant, frozen planet to die. It follows two characters – Eva, whose safe life in her underground city is shattered when she follows a dead man into the crypts, and Eli, who enlists with the enemy to get revenge for his mother, who was condemned to the ice planet to die.

Who is your favorite character?

Oh, this is so hard! I feel like each character has something unique and endearing about them. Eva is sensitive, while still showing strength. I wanted to explore the idea of a “strong female character” who does not want to kill or hurt others, but whose hand is forced in a cruel world. On the other side of that we have Eli, who is different from Eva in almost every way, who is morally-grey, and who makes some very bad choices because he is trapped and hurting. I wanted to explore redemption and forgiveness through him. I also really love Jess, my disabled character, because she is feisty and fierce and, like most other characters, does what she needs to in order to try and escape her prison. One thing I wanted with this story was to make the supporting characters have their own intricate stories, instead of just serving as supports to the main characters. More of their stories will be revealed in books 2 and 3, but there is a lot going on behind the scenes with every character, and I really loved exploring that! Eva’s mother, Amara, Aaden, Joel… each of these “side” characters also has their own story playing out, with pain and strength and complex decisions.

How did you come up with the world your characters live in? And is it dystopian? 

Fun fact – What Lies Above is not a dystopian story. I am actually flattered that my book has enough talk behind it to already spread rumors haha, but it caught on that WLA was a dystopian and although I’ve talked about it before, it stuck. WLA is actually a sci-fi fantasy, and takes place in its own world entirely. I completely understand why people see it as dystopian though. It has many similar tropes! The first thing from this world that came to me was an ice planet. That was all. In fact, the story did start as a dystopian, after I read a textbook about climate change in ninth grade. It took a long time to develop into what it is now, though. I started asking why the planet was frozen. What role did it play?

Was it set from the minute you started writing, or did it change a lotover time?

The setting grew and developed a lot over time, as I began exploring the story and the characters. Originally, the book was only told from one perspective – Eva’s. In fact, I finished, edited, and queried the book with only her perspective originally. Eli was a secondary character. But then, his story spoke to me in a deeper way, and I actually ended up completely rewriting the book with him as a second point of view. When I added him, the setting changed a lot as well, and when you read the book, you’ll see why!

What do you hope people feel or learn from reading your book?

I love this question. There are a lot of themes in What Lies Above. As I mentioned with Eli, I explore the idea of what people are willing to do when they feel helpless and cornered. But I also explore the idea of pain, regret, redemption, and forgiveness. Some of my characters might seem beyond forgiveness, and the book asks the reader… are they? There is also a strong message of hope and light, especially since this world is quite cruel and hopeless at times. One of my favorite quotes from the book summarizes this theme well… “There is hope in the brokenness. There is light, in and after the darkness.” Ultimately, I hope the story moves people, in whatever way. Some readers have been moved by Jess’s story. Others have been moved by the theme of grief and finding hope again after loss. I think each reader will connect to different things. These characters have personally touched me in different ways, and I hope that readers connect to a character, whichever one, and in whatever way they need.

How did you come up with the names for your characters? Any funanecdotes?

My two main characters are Eva and Eli. Their full names are Evangeline West and Elijah Young, and to be honest, I just chose these names because I liked them! Evangeline has always been one of my favorite names, and I absolutely love names that can be shortened to a nickname. I do this quite frequently in my books. It’s kind of a trademark haha. However, there are some fun names in the book that have important meanings:

Elurra – the name of the ice planet; this word means “snow” in Basque

Sub-terra – means “underground” in Latin, and is the name of Eva’s underground city

Bene-Celaris – another Latin name translating to “well hidden”; no spoilers, but this definitely has meaning

What was your biggest inspiration for the story?

This story changed so much over time that my inspiration changed with it. I got the idea for WLA when I was 14, and started writing it at 16. Now, at almost 23, the story means something drastically different than it did to me then. I think my biggest inspiration for the book was not so much another book or person or “muse”, but rather, a feeling. To me, these stories embody deep emotions and questions, and although there is a very twisty plot, there is also a lot of grief and heartbreak and hope too. I wanted to write something from my heart, and I truly think, after all these years, I did.

Readers of which books will love to read What Lies Above?

The books that early readers have most frequently compared WLA to are Hunger Games, Matched, Divergent, and grown-up City of Ember. Those are big shoes to fill, and they all happen to be dystopian novels haha (I think book 2 will clearly define WLA as a sci-fi fantasy and not a dystopian). I have also heard from a lot of readers, though, who say that they see the parallels, but also see something completely different in WLA, which is the most touching thing to hear as an author.

hen did you decide it would be a trilogy? Was it a decision you made before youstarted writing book one?

Yes, I think sub-consciously, I always knew I wanted this to be a trilogy. However, when I was heavily rewriting WLA (which I did many many times over the years), the story arc for the entire series began taking shape, and I realized exactly where each character’s arc would go through books 2 and 3, and then I knew that it would absolutely be a trilogy.

How did you know your story was complete and how did you feel atthat moment?

My journey with this book was wild, there is no other word I can think of to describe it. There were so many ups and down, starts and stops, highs and lows. As I mentioned, I had the idea at 14, started drafting at 16, finished the draft at 17, revised and then queried at 18, rewrote it again and queried again, then rewrote it another time and queried again. I had agent interest and an offer, but after years, I decided I wanted the creative control of indie publishing. My journey was not over yet, though. When I decided to indie publish, I thought my book was done. I set a release date. I sent it out to beta readers (my second set of beta readers, because my critique partners and original betas had already seen this book earlier). And then, I realized, that after rewriting this book countless times, adding a brand new narrator and storyline, and going through the query trenches only to change direction completely – after all that, I needed to rewrite it again. I cancelled my release. And last year, I completely overhauled the book and rewrote every. single. chapter. I can’t exactly describe how I knew it was done. I think I knew because it reached a place where the pacing was woven perfectly between Eva and Eli, the stakes were high, the climax was big (that had been an issue before), the characters had agency (another issue I had). But more than that, there was a feeling. I set the book aside for a while, and when I came back to it and read it cover to cover, I cried when I reached “the end”. I cried because this story spoke to me so deeply, and I knew, that I was so in love with this book, and it was ready for the world.

What did it feel like to unpack the first copy of your book?

Again, more crying haha! I honestly wondered if I would cry, and the interesting thing is… I didn’t cry until I read the acknowledgements to my family. I was so excited, and it was so surreal, when I first held my book, after eleven years of writing and fighting for this dream. I was all smiles, no tears. But then, when I started reading to my family and thanking them for walking on this journey with me, everything just came pouring out, and I cried, because I remembered how hard this road was and how long it took me to reach this place. It was an incredible moment.

Do you have any advice for people who also want to write a book? /self publish?

I have so many things I wish I could say, and I share lots more advice on my Instagram page, but I’ll just say this… every rejection is a redirection. I have faced rejection in every way – rejection from agents and rejection from readers. I have cried myself to sleep over my stories, and over this story. I have received messages from early readers who wouldn’t even finish reading it. But, I have also received messages from people who cried over it, connected with it, and loved it. I always tell people – your book will never connect with everyone, and that is okay! Books can have both 1-star and 5-star reviews, and the book didn’t change. People’s opinions did. It is so, so hard, but tell the story in your heart. Learn and grow, and realize that rejection will hurt, deeply. Feel those feelings, but then learn and grow, take the advice that helps strengthen your work and learn to weed out the opinions that don’t. Stay true to your voice, because it is yours and yours alone. No one can tell your story the way you would tell it. And always strap yourself in, because this journey might be long. You might read this and say yeah that’s easy for you to say, you’re on the other side of it. But the thing is, I’m not. In many ways, this is just the start for me. But in many ways, it is nowhere close to the beginning. I had to go through so many hard moments to get here. But they strengthened me and they strengthened What Lies Above, and so I can look back and be grateful for them. The first book you write might not be the one, and that is okay. It will teach you so much. The path you envision might not be the one you end up on, and that is okay. I am not in any way on the path I imagined I’d be on when I started out. But I love where I am. I am cheering you on, because I’ve stood where many of you are standing. It always seems impossible until it’s done. So go. Learn. Grow. Write.

Thank you so much, Tracy, for having me!

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Character interview Royal Spy

Interview with Clare Ellington from the Fate of Eyrinthia series by Heather Frost

Have you read Heather Frost’s Royal Decoy and can you not wait to read Royal Spy? I had the privilege of reading an ARC of Royal Spy and I absolutely loved it! The main character is Clare and she’s been through so much, both good and bad, I couldn’t wait to learn more about her! So, below you can find an interview her.

What is your full name?

Clare Ellington

What was it like to have to take care of your brothers by yourself from such a young age?

It was difficult at times. My childhood ended when my parents died, and I had to raise Thomas and Mark. I had Eliot, my older brother, help, until he was old enough to join the city guard. It was a lot of work, and there were days I was just so tired. But taking care of my brothers was also very rewarding. I love them with my whole heart.

Who do you love the most in the world? 

My family. That includes my brothers, and also the family I’ve made more recently: Bennick, Vera, Venn, and the other guards.

On a scale of 1 – 10 how much did you freak out when you first kissed Bennick ? 😉

Definitely a 10! It was a complete shock. One moment, we were arguing, and I was feeling so many emotions. And then he grabbed me and we were kissing. It felt like my heart would pound out of my chest. It was exhilarating, beautiful, and perfect.

What is it like to have guards around you all the time?  

It was very strange at first, and a bit uncomfortable to always have people around me. In the beginning, it really felt like they were watching me—almost more like prison guards, as opposed to bodyguards. But as I spent time with them, I came to see them as friends. Sometimes I do long for a moment alone, though.

What is your favorite hobby when you don’t have duties?

I’ve always enjoyed cooking, especially for my brothers. I miss doing that. I also love to sew, and seeing all of Serene’s dresses inspire me to make my own designs.  

If you like reading, what is your favorite book? 

As a kitchen maid, I didn’t have much time for reading, or great access to books. When I started training as Serene’s decoy, I mostly read histories and anything else my tutor told me to read. I love learning about other kingdoms, so my favorite book so far is probably one I read about Zennor’s jungles. The people who live there, the animals–it’s all so fascinating! . . . Of course, I also found a romantic novel in the library, and I’ve read it a couple of times now ☺

What makes you happy?

A day spent with friends and family. That is when I’m happiest.

What stresses you out the most and how do you deal with it?

What a great question! I feel a lot of stress when there is a last-minute change in plans, especially when I’m acting as the decoy. But I try to take a deep breath and remind myself that I can handle this. That I’ve trained for this. It really goes back to my motto: focus on what you can control.

What is your greatest fear? 

My greatest fear is losing the people I love. My brothers. Bennick. Losing them scares me more than anything that could happen to me personally.

What is your biggest dream? 

My biggest dream is to live away from all the politics and danger that surround me, and to have my brothers with me. And Bennick, of course.

What is your favorite flower?

I love daisies.

Who is the person you despise the most? 

I think I would have to say King Newlan. I hate that he put me into this position, forced me to become the decoy. I may have found some good things, met some people who have changed my life, but I can’t forget how he blackmailed me into this. I also hate the kind of ruler he is.

What is your life motto? 

Focus on what you can control. Sometimes that might not be much. It might only be your attitude. But if you focus your energy on what you can do, you will feel less overwhelmed and less helpless.

Has this interview made you excited about knowing more about Clare and reading Royal Decoy and Royal Spy? Below you can find the links to buy the books! 🙂

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Interview with Heather Frost

Author of Royal Decoy and Royal Spy

Heather Frost‘s new book Royal Spy will be released on May 20, 2021 and I had the pleasure of interviewing her about the book and her as an author! I’m very excited to share her answers with you. If you haven’t read her books yet, make sure to check them out. My reviews of Royal Decoy and Royal Spy are on this website. If your curious about learning more about the main character, you can read her character interview here!

Enjoy the interview!

Some questions about the book

Which part of Royal Spy are you most excited about for your readers to read? 

Ahh, so many parts! I am excited for readers to see the stories weave more together; everyone is headed to Mortise, and one of my favorite scenes in the whole book involves two characters tackling a fight scene together. (Chapter 46, if you wanted to know ☺)

Which character is your favorite and why?

That’s such a hard question, because I love them all for different reasons! Grayson is definitely a favorite, though. He was a character I didn’t plan for, but I can’t imagine the story without him. His scenes flow easily when I’m writing, and my heart just bleeds for him and I want to see him triumph. 

What is your favorite kingdom? 

Probably Devendra. I’m a mountain, lakes, and open fields kinda girl, so that calls to me. I’d love to vacation frequently in Mortise, though; I love the vibrant culture, and the beaches.

In what time does the story take place?

It’s a medieval type setting. I don’t have a specific year, because it’s a fictional world.

Did you outline the entire Fate of Eyrinthia series at the beginning of writing? 

I didn’t outline everything. I generally write more by discovery. But I had some key points in mind, and an end goal. Some of the twists along the way surprise me, but it’s more fun that way. And I have rough drafts written of the next few books, but they need a lot of work; when I was getting ready to publish Royal Decoy, I did some major edits that I need to carry through my rough drafts. In many ways, it can feel like I’m still writing from a blank page, even though I’m not.

How long did it take you to write the book? 

Combined, almost a year. In 2015, I wrote the first draft, and it took me about 6 months. When I came back to it after publishing Royal Decoy, I had a lot of re-writing to do, and that took me an additional few months.

Did you do research for fighting scenes and scenes where they talk about wounds? 

I do, though I’ll admit a lot of the fighting/training techniques comes from reading other books; I like to put my own spin on things, though. And when it comes to medical questions, I turn to Google, or knowledgeable relatives. (My search history is a pretty scary thing at this point, LOL)

What was your worldbuilding process like?

I sketched out a map, and dropped the countries where I wanted them. Then I started thinking about what their imports and exports might be, because that can tell you a lot about the culture, the clothing, the food. I also wanted each ruling family to feel different, and that impacted the overall world-building. And then of course I relied heavily on the characters themselves, and what they could tell me about their world and experiences. I have characters that walk many different paths; some are royals, some are servants, guards, rebels—it helped to flesh things out a bit more.

How do you hope readers feel when reading the book? 

I hope they feel enthralled. I hope the romance sucks them in, that the action and suspense keeps them on the edge of their seats, and that the humor and heart get to them. I hope they enjoy the ride!

Some questions about Heather and her writing

When did you know you wanted to be a writer? 

I have always loved telling stories, especially to my younger siblings, and when I was young I would write and illustrate my stories. I was also a voracious reader! When I was eleven, I had pretty much read everything in my small-town library, and I was desperate for a new book. So I decided to write one. I knew what elements I liked in a book (magic, swords, rebels, a strong heroine) and I started writing. I finished when I was twelve, and it was 245 single-spaced pages. And I just kept writing. It’s a part of me, something that I’ll never be able to stop. And I’d never want to, because writing a book is such a thrilling and fun and challenging experience!

At what age did you write your first story or book? 

I was 12 when I wrote my first book, though it was never published. I was 21 when my first published book, Seers (YA paranormal romance) came out.

Where do you get your ideas from?

Oh, they come from everywhere! People I meet. Books and articles I read. Movies and TV shows I watch. My ideas usually evolve through asking “what-if” questions; “What if this happened instead?” is a big one that helps me take ideas in a different direction. For instance, “What if the main character wasn’t the princess, but her decoy?” ☺

Do you have a certain way of ‘storing’ ideas so you don’t forget them and can use them later for your story? 

I always have a notebook on hand, because sometimes pen and paper just captures the idea better. I also use Google Keep for those snippets of ideas, and I label them in such a way that I can search the ideas when I’m looking for something in particular.

Are there any tips you’d like to share for those who would like to write a book themselves?

The most important advice I have is, don’t give up. Seriously. When you feel like you don’t know enough about writing, write anyway. You learn by doing—and by reading. When you feel like your characters are flat, or the plot is too weak, or the words on the page don’t sound right—don’t give up! Keep working on it. You only fail if you give up. Writing is not an easy thing, and there are many challenges. But if you don’t give up—if you believe in yourself and your story—you will make it.

There are many ways to publish. My first series was through a small publisher, and that was wonderful for me. I chose to indie-publish Royal Decoy, and that has been a wonderful experience. You can choose the right publishing path for you by researching the pros and cons of the different methods (get an agent and a large publisher? Small publisher? Indie?) and by looking at your personal goals.

There are many times in the writing/publishing process that I felt overwhelmed. I have found that having a cheerleader helps immensely. Family. Friends. They can help cheer you on and beg for the next chapter, and that keeps me going. I also recommend having some good self-care to keep you energized, and setting up a routine as well as specific, attainable goals. It can also be helpful to draw out a bigger plan, so you can see what you’re working towards. That helps me stay motivated.

As far as my writing process goes, I usually spend less time outlining and more time diving in and writing by discovery. I always try to have the ending in mind, and some of the twists along the way, but I enjoy the freedom of exploring the world, the characters, and the plot while I’m writing. If I get stuck, then I pull out some of my outlining tools, and that can help me get back on track. But there are so many different ways to write, and while you can learn some great tips from other writers, I really encourage you to start writing and figure out what works best for you. After all, no one else can write the story in your head.

Book Review Royal Spy

by Heather Frost

⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐  (5/5)

If you like princesses, palaces, handsome guards, slow-burning love, and suspenseful fights, then this book is definitely for you!

Royal Spy, by Heather Frost will be released on May 20 (2021) and I had the privilege of receiving an ARC of Royal Spy in exchange for an honest review! Thank you Heather for sharing it with me!

Royal Spy is the second book in the Fate of Eyrinthia series! If you haven’t heard of this series yet, make sure to check out my reviews on it and the blurb below.

Review of Royal Spy

I absolutely loved Royal Decoy (you can check my review on it here) so I couldn’t wait to read Royal Spy! Royal Spy is a great next installment in the Fate of Eyrinthia series. Royal Spy follows the journey of Clare and Grayson to Mortise and we get a look into Desfan’s life, the Serjah of Mortise.

First of all, I would like to compliment Heather Frost’s ability to make you root for relationships that you know ‘shouldn’t’ be, for fighting scenes that are described so clearly that it feels like you’re there, and for making you feel the terror of certain events! I love all the twists and turns and things I didn’t see coming. The suspense is high at times! And, I enjoy the wit that the author uses throughout the book. I have repeatedly laughed at the thoughts or actions of some characters.

I like how the book doesn’t make major jumps in time, so you really get a feel for what is happening in all the different storylines! It allows you to get to know the characters better and form a picture of the different settings.

Also, I love the characters! I feel for Clare who has to go through so much while being the decoy of the Princess. She’s strong and her love for those she loves is unbreakable. If you would like to learn more about Clare, you can read an interview with her character here.

I admire Grayson’s love for his special person. I like where his character is going in this book, I can’t wait to find out how his life will unfold in the next installment.

I love Desfan’s thoroughness in finding justice. He’s a funny guy at times, but when he needs to, he is serious.

And I can’t wait for all of these characters to hopefully meet later on in the series!

It’s safe to safe I’m super excited about these series and I cannot wait until the next book is released! If you’d like to know more about the plot (I have kept this review quite spoiler free!) don’t hesitate to contact me via email or on Instagram (@booksreadbytracy).

Thanks again to Heather Frost for sharing her amazing book with me 🙂
You can buy the book in the following links:
Amazon Hardcover
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To learn more about Heather Frost visit her website here.

Blurb of Royal Spy

A DECOY recruited to be a spy.
A PRINCE compelled to become an assassin.
A SERJAH pressured by an unwanted crown.
A WORLD covered in shadows

Mere months ago, Clare was just a kitchen maid. Now, she is a decoy for Princess Serene and a novice spy, caught in the royal family’s web of secrets. While journeying to Mortise to finalize the princess’s betrothal to Serjah Desfan, Clare lives for the stolen moments she has with Bennick, the bodyguard who is quickly claiming her heart. But when a notorious assassin is hired to kill her, Clare’s life and the alliance hang in the balance.

In Ryden, Grayson prepares to leave for Mortise with his brother, Liam. Their orders are to ignite a war between their enemies, and Grayson has been tasked with assassinating Princess Serene. It may cost his soul, but he is ready to comply, as long as he gets something in return: freedom for Mia, the girl he loves. But the more time he spends with his brother, the more he begins to wonder if Liam is what Grayson wishes he had the courage to be . . . a traitor. 

Desfan feels trapped. By his disapproving council, his impending marriage to a stranger, and the imminent arrival of enemy princes who may not want the peace they profess. When a dangerous drug threatens his people, Desfan jumps at the chance to rely on his swords instead of politics. But his investigation uncovers more than he bargained for—a plot that may destroy Mortise from within.

Eyrinthia hovers on the edge of war. Spies. Rebels. Traitors. All must choose a side.

Book review of Royal Decoy by Heather Frost

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ (5/5)

A major page-turner! Heather Frost has delivered well-developed characters and an amazing new world.

Clare and Grayson, a kingdom away, but both under the rule of ruthless leaders, struggle to keep the ones they love safe while being sucked into their leader’s plans. Will they survive the dangers that their positions bring into their lives?

Royal Decoy is a fast-paced story, with well-developed characters and an amazing new world of the kingdoms of Eyrinthia! The characters are created well and develop a lot throughout the book.

There are many twists and turns, which made me want to continue reading at every end of a chapter. The way the story is written is pleasant to read and there were a lot of things I didn’t see coming, both with events that happened and character reveals.

The multiple POV’s were really enjoyable. They gave an insight into different people’s lives in different parts of the world, which also helped to form a picture of what was going on politically.

And finally, I’m a sucker for maps and new worlds in stories! The map really helped me visualize where the story took place. The individual scenes that described where the characters, walked, talked, slept, ate etc. were so well written that I felt like I was actually there.

I am excited to have read this book and can’t wait to read the next installment; Royal Spy!

Heather Frost sent me a copy of Royal Decoy for an honest review. The opinions formed above are my own. Thank you Heather for sending me a copy, I can’t wait to start reading Royal Spy!

The Midnight Library

by Matt Haig


SPOILER alert: the quotes mentioned in this review are from the book. If you don’t want to read them, stop reading at the header Quotes 🙂

Nora finds herself in the Midnight Libary and gets a chance to do things differently. She works on undoing all of her regrets and tries to find the best way to live. But will she succeed before it is too late?

The Midnight Libary is definitely a 5-star book. The story is full of hope, inspiration and great quotes.

It initially made me feel sad, and I started reading it a couple of days before Christmas, a time in which I wanted to feel happy, so I put it down for a couple of days. But once I picked it up again, I couldn’t stop reading it and finished it in one day.

The concept of the Midnight Library itself is just amazing. I must say I didn’t completely ‘get’ how it all worked, but with these things I usually don’t try to dig to deep and just go with it. As a book lover, any library is great right? But this one was special, and so well described, I just loved it. It actually felt like I was in it while reading it.

I loved how Nora found herself through living many different lives, making mistakes and undoing regrets. I like how, through the choices she made in the Midnight Library she got to undo her regrets. It was a fresh reminder that not everything that happens in life is your fault, or that you could’ve done something about it to make it turn out differently. I loved the multi-universe idea as well, even though it’s a scary thought 🙂

The book was extremely nicely formatted. I loved the big spaces on both sides, the length of the sentences made it very easy to read.

I marked one title, by writing ‘LOL’ beside it, it was this: A Moment of Extreme Crisis in the Middle of Nowhere – the placement of that title was just hilarious in that part of the book!

I also marked some lines in the book, these are some of my favorites that really got me thinking:

“Two roads diverged in a wood, and I – / I took the one less traveled by, / And that has made all the difference…” – Robert Frost quote in the Midnight Library

“To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three-parts dead” Bertrand Russell quote in the Midnight Library

“The only way to learn is to live”

“You can have everything and feel nothing”

In conclusion, I love this book and am definitely planning on reading more by Matt Haig.

The Places I’ve Cried in Public

by Holly Bourne

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ (5/5)

Trigger warning – Emotional Abuse

Amelie has moved to a new town, away from her friends and boyfriend, promising to pick up where they left off after finishing college. Soon she meets Reese though and falls head over heels for him. Unfortunately, the happy times don’t last, and later Amelie finds herself retracing all the places where he’s made her cry in public. 

The Places I’ve cried in public, by Holly Bourne, holds a powerful message about love and learning that sometimes what might seem like love isn’t love at all. Holly Bourne has instantly become one of my favorite authors! Her writing style is amazing. The past and present seamlessly merge together into a heartbreaking story. It made me want to be able to intervene in Amelie’s life and tell her when she’s making a mistake, trying to save her from what happens to her. At one point I couldn’t stop reading, as I had to know how it ended. Even though this story is full of triggers, I hope that young people that are, or have been, in a similar situation to Amelie, will draw strength from this story and gain the courage to choose for themselves. 

Trigger warnings: there are more trigger warnings than just for emotional abuse, but to avoid spoilers I’ve left them out of this review. If you want more information on this please contact me, or search online yourself.

My favorite authors: Part 1

John Green

When I was younger I didn’t read a whole lot, but around 6 years ago I really got into reading again and have had my ups and downs when it comes to picking up a book, but since starting my bookstagram this November, and additionally my website, I’ve really wanted to read non-stop!

All those years ago, when I got back into reading, it was partially because of John Green’s books! The books that I read captivated me so much and I couldn’t put them down. Previous to reading these books I was always wary of conflict and preferred ‘easy’ stories. But these books really showed me that stories can be beautiful even when there’s not always a happy ending. Books with a lot of conflicts also make you want to read faster to see what happens next 😉

Below I’ve shown the ones I read, and I recommend all of them. My favorite was ‘Looking for Alaska’.

Looking for AlaskaPaper townsWill Grayson, Will Grayson

Other books by John Green that I haven’t read yet:

An Abundance of KatherinesThe Fault in Our StarsTurtles All the Way Down

Have you read any books by John Green? Which one was your favorite? Let me know in the comments.

Christmas in Evergreen: Tidings of Joy

by Nancy Naigle

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ (4/5)

Katie visits Evergreen, Vermont to work on her next novel. On the way there she meets local Ben and the book shows their relationship development throughout her time there. Besides Ben, Katie also meets the other town folk. She is swept up in the Christmas traditions, some of them seem too good to be true. There is cookie baking, ice skating, caroling, wishing upon a magic snowglobe and the mystery of a secret advent calendar. 

Overall I enjoyed this story, especially because of the town it took place in and the heartwarming relationships between the characters. It is truly a Christmas feel-good story! There are so many characters in town that you almost feel like you are in the town yourself while reading the book. The book is based on a Hallmark film, and even though I haven’t seen it, it shows through in the book. There are a lot of characters and points of view, which sometimes makes it a bit harder to follow. Also, I sometimes was doubtful about the ages of the inhabitants and there was some repetition of facts that I found unnecessary. But, the plot of the story was fun and it was an easy Christmas read! If you want to read a story full of snowy weather, Christmas traditions, roasting marshmallows by the fire and newfound love then this is definitely a book for you! 

I got a copy of this book via Netgalley and would like to thank Netgalley, the publisher and the author, Nancy Naigle, for this fun read. I read this voluntarily and all my opinions are my own. 

The Giver of Stars

by Jojo Moyes

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ (5/5)

A story of strong women in difficult times 

The English Alice marries Bennet, a man from Kentucky, on a whim, and finds herself in an unknown society where nothing is the same as in the England she came from. But then she joins the packhorse librarians to bring books to the most remote homes in the mountains. Soon Alice feels much at home with her new friends, more than at her own home where she lives with her husband and her father-in-law. The plot is full of twists and turns, but it never fails to show the strength of the women.

I loved this book! From the get-go I was so involved in Alice’s life and I cheered for her and the other women throughout the entire book. It’s a story of love, hate, shame and victory. Every turn of events led me to want to read more! I loved how the characters came to life in my head through Moyes’ description of them. The same goes for the scenery described in the book. What I liked most about this story are the women that never gave up. Whether people tried to take down the library, or the women themselves, they always stood their ground and came up for their own rights. The women made me feel hope. On the other hand, some of the men made me feel really annoyed. It was a rollercoaster ride of thoughts and feelings and I wouldn’t have wanted to miss it! I have set my mind on reading more of Jojo’s books for sure.